looking back these past three short months i realised
the year began, saddled with trials and attempts
that i guess i should learn to overcome and deal with.
okay random thought to myself.
mac's breakfast and bag shopping with jiangtzu & sammiekins today! (:
rather productive and contented..
shall be off for some productive studying too.
to cut the slack and the guilt :freaky thoughts & talks about the future with them two..
The Future Freaks Me Out (JEW) indeed..sigh.
nearing block tests give me the shudders and fills me with dread.! grr..
but looking a little forward to the old & lovely study-togther-at-cafes days..
hope we'll be having some of that now that some old hatchets are buried! -winks at charm. haha.
seeing gleaming hopeful eyes of j1s plants some yearning to turn back time again
BUTTTTT maybe notttt.
-recalls own orientation..which i blatantly skipped.
always held strong adversity against those annoyingly embarassing tell-me-your-name-school-and-ccas intros. :but then again,
i don't really feel like an eighteen year old. (i know i'm still seventeen and don't tell me how old i look like!)
i don't wanna grow up!!!!!!
okay childish rants aside,
endless heaps of work await.
